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Together in the interior
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Chapter 26 of 35

Together in the interior

Riley and Ryan arrive in Fairbanks excited to be together again. The two of them are setting at a table doing school work and chatting.

The apartment smelled like new carpet and the pine cleaner the previous tenants had used. Ryan set the last box marked KITCHEN on the counter and looked at Riley. She was already unpacking plates, her movements quick and sure. The late August light through the bare window was gold, and it caught the dust motes her activity stirred into the air.

"I can't believe we're here," she said, not looking up from unwrapping a glass.

"Me either."

He said it quietly. The words felt too small for the cavern in his chest, a hollow that was equal parts terror and a hope so sharp it hurt. This was it. A two-bedroom in a beige building off College Road. Theirs.

They worked in a comfortable silence for an hour, finding homes for towels and books. Ryan’s things looked sparse, utilitarian, next to Riley’s explosion of color—a patterned throw pillow, a small potted succulent, a framed photo of them by the lake.

Eventually, they pulled two chairs up to the small, scuffed dining table. Riley spread out her Introduction to Psychology syllabus. Ryan opened his laptop to the orientation portal for his Computer Science 101 course.

"Okay," Riley said, tapping her pen. "First major assignment is a self-analysis paper. 'Trace a core belief to its origin in your formative experiences.'" She groaned, but it was playful. "They don't waste any time, do they?"

Ryan glanced at his screen. "Mine is a logic puzzle. Debug a piece of code that's supposed to calculate pi."

"Which one of us has the harder job?"

"You," he said immediately. "I'd rather fight broken code than my own brain."

She smiled, a soft, private thing. "My brain's pretty okay."

They lapsed into quiet, the only sounds the scratch of her pen, the tap of his keys, the distant hum of traffic. Ryan felt the strangeness of it. This was the quiet he’d once filled with History Channel documentaries and the sterile glow of a screen. But this quiet was different. It was shared. It had weight, and warmth, and her breathing in rhythm with his.

After twenty minutes, Riley put her pen down. "Core belief," she said, to the room more than to him. "I believe people are fundamentally good. But I think I learned that because my grandma always was, even when she had every reason not to be."

Ryan stopped typing. He looked at her profile, the way she bit her lip in thought. This was her currency—words, theories, the mapping of human hearts. He felt a surge of awe, and a familiar fear that he had nothing of equal value to offer.

"What's one of yours?" she asked, turning to him. Her gaze was open, curious. Not an interrogation. An invitation.

He closed his laptop slowly. The code could wait. He stared at his hands, big and clumsy on the table. "I believe… you have to be useful. To earn your place. Or you get left behind."

The words hung there, ugly and true. He didn't look at her, bracing for the correction, the gentle Riley-ism about inherent worth.

She didn't offer one. She just nodded, as if he'd stated a simple fact. "That's a heavy one to carry."

"Yeah."

"Where do you think you learned it?"

He didn't have to think. "After my dad died. My mom… she just worked. All the time. The house got quiet. I got quiet. I started fixing things around the house. The leaky faucet. The router. I thought if I could just… make things work, keep things running, the quiet wouldn't feel so much like being forgotten."

Riley reached across the table. She didn't take his hand, just laid hers palm-up next to his. An offering. "You know you don't have to earn your place here, right? At this table. In this apartment. With me."

He looked at her hand. At the delicate lines on her palm. He placed his hand in hers, his fingers slotting between her fingers. The fit was perfect.

"I'm learning," he whispered.

She squeezed. "Good."

They sat like that for a long moment, the textbooks forgotten, the golden light deepening toward dusk. The quiet wasn't empty. It was full of the truth he'd just spoken, and the truth of her hand holding his.

"We should probably get back to work," she said eventually, her voice low.

"Probably."

Neither of them moved.

A sharp knock at the apartment door broke the quiet. Ryan and Riley looked at each other, her hand still in his. Another knock, followed by a familiar, cheerful shout. “O’Connor! We know you’re in there. Open up, it’s freezing!” Dan Brewster.

Ryan squeezed Riley’s fingers once before letting go. He pushed back from the table, the chair legs scraping against the hardwood. When he opened the door, the cold Fairbanks night rushed in, framing Dan and Robynne on the threshold. Dan held a six-pack of soda, Robynne a bulging canvas bag that smelled of warm bread.

“Surprise,” Dan said, grinning. He was already scanning the apartment over Ryan’s shoulder, his eyes taking in the boxes, the sofa, the single lamp. “We were in the neighborhood.”

Robynne smiled, her glasses fogging slightly from the transition into the warmth. “Hi, Ryan. We brought snacks. And a housewarming gift that isn’t just sugar.” She hefted the bag.

Ryan stepped aside. “Come in. It’s… a mess.”

“It’s perfect,” Riley said, appearing at Ryan’s side. She took the bag from Robynne with a smile. “You guys didn’t have to do this.”

“Of course we did,” Dan said, striding in and setting the drinks on the kitchen counter. He turned, his energy filling the quiet space. “You two vanish into the wilds of Big Lake for the summer, then materialize here. We had to verify you weren’t ghosts.” His gaze landed on the textbooks open on the table. “Ugh. Already? School doesn’t start for weeks.”

“We’re getting a head start,” Riley said, unpacking the bag. She pulled out a still-warm loaf of sourdough, a block of cheese, and a small potted succulent with pale green leaves. “Robynne, this is so sweet.”

Robynne shrugged, tucking a strand of dark hair behind her ear. “It’s a jade plant. They’re hard to kill. I figured, you know, for your first place together…” She trailed off, her eyes flicking between Ryan and Riley with a quiet, observant kindness.

Dan popped open a soda. “So. This is it.” He walked a slow circle around the living room. Ryan watched him, feeling strangely exposed. This was his space, theirs, and now it was being inspected. Dan stopped at the window, looking out at the dark parking lot. “Quiet building?”

“So far,” Ryan said.

“Good. You need quiet for your nerd pursuits.” Dan turned, his smile softer now. “Seriously, man. It’s a good place.”

The four of them settled around the coffee table, the sofa creaking under the new weight. Riley sliced the bread and cheese. For a while, the conversation was easy—Dan’s new car, Robynne’s summer internship at the library, the drive up. Ryan listened, adding a word here and there, his shoulder brushing Riley’s.

Then Dan leaned forward, his soda can dangling between his knees. “Okay, real talk. How are you? Actually.” He was looking right at Ryan. Not at the apartment, or the situation, but at him. “The last time I saw you, you were headed into brain surgery. Now you’re here. That’s a hell of a leap.”

The room got still. Robynne watched, her expression patient. Riley’s leg pressed firmly against Ryan’s.

Ryan looked at his friend. Dan, who challenged him on everything from politics to video game strategy, who never let him get away with the easy, angry answer. He felt the old habit rise—to shrug, to say *fine*, to build a wall of silence. But the quiet in this room wasn’t the old, empty kind. It was held by three people waiting, not pushing.

“I’m… here,” Ryan said finally, the words simple and true. “The quiet’s different now. It doesn’t feel like something I’m stuck inside. It just feels like quiet.”

Dan held his gaze for a long second, then nodded slowly. “Good.” He took a swig of his drink. “That’s really good.” He shifted, the intensity breaking. “Now, more important. What’s your internet speed like? We have a raid tomorrow night. You in?”

A laugh escaped Ryan, short and surprised. It felt good. “Probably terrible. We just got it hooked up.”

“We’ll test it,” Robynne said, pulling out her phone. “I need to know if I can actually get any writing done here, or if I’ll just be listening to you two yell at pixels all night.”

As Robynne ran a speed test and Dan debated router placement, Ryan sat back. The lamplight caught the edges of Riley’s profile as she smiled at something Robynne said. The succulent sat on the windowsill, a small, stubborn spot of life in the dark glass. His friend was here. His girl was here. The quiet in the room was full of their voices, their laughter, the shared, ordinary noise of being known.

He wasn’t forgotten. He was found.

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