The dream is a loop. It always starts with the stadium feed, the camera zooming in on Shiro’s face as he lines up for the race. But then it dissolves, the colors bleeding into the grey wash of that day on the tram stairs. I’m running through a city that’s all sharp angles and silent screams, my bare feet slapping against pavement that feels like ice. The singing is everywhere. It’s in the wind between buildings, in the hum of dead streetlights, a low, mournful dirge that vibrates in my teeth.
I crash around a corner, my braid whipping behind me like a red rope. I collide with something solid. The impact knocks the air from my lungs. I land hard on my side, the shock jolting up my spine.
I look up.
The boy from the stairs stands over me. No singing now. The world is still grey, but he’s in color—the stark black of his hair against his pale skin, the silver of his eyes like polished coins. That thin scar through his right eyebrow. He frowns down at me, a crease forming between his brows.
He reaches out a hand. His fingers are long, slender. I don’t move. My heart is a trapped bird against my ribs. Trust is a language I don’t know here.
I see the calculation in his gaze. The slight tightening at the corner of his mouth. Then, something shifts. A softness. It doesn’t belong on his sharp face. It makes him look younger, almost as scared as I feel.
“I didn’t mean to scare you,” he says. His voice is exactly what I remember from the stairs—a low melody, each word a deliberate note. “I am only trying to warn you of what’s to come.”
“What do you mean, what’s to come?” My own voice is a stranger’s, thin and shaky in the dead air.
He kneels. Now we’re on the same level. The sadness in his eyes is a physical weight. “You need to wake up. Get as far away as you can from Hinaro. It isn’t safe for you.”
The cold from the ground seeps into my knees. “What do you mean it’s not safe?” The question is stupid. I’ve felt it for days—a bad tooth my tongue won’t leave alone. The wrongness in my brother’s hollow victory. The boy’s song was the first crack; now the whole foundation is groaning.
He shakes his head, a quick, frustrated motion. “We have no time for chats. You need to wake up and get out of here.” The melody is gone from his voice, replaced by a razor-sharp urgency. Before I can pull back, his hand shoots out and grabs my wrist.
His skin is warm. Startlingly, impossibly warm in this grey chill. He hauls me to my feet with an easy strength that makes my stomach drop.
“I will find you as soon as I can,” he says, his silver eyes locking onto mine. There’s a promise there, and a terror that mirrors my own. “But you need to wake up. Now!”
His other hand darts to my arm. He pinches the soft skin of my inner elbow, hard. A sharp, bright pain.
I wake with a yelp, jerking upright in bed.
My room is dark. The digital clock on my desk reads 3:17 AM. The city glow paints faint orange stripes across my ceiling through the blinds. My heart is hammering. I’m gasping, sweat cooling on my temples.
My hand flies to my arm. I rub the spot. There’s a tenderness there. I throw off the blanket and stumble to my desk, fumbling for the small lamp. The light clicks on, harsh and yellow.
I look at my arm.
A small, red welt is rising on the pale skin. Perfect, oval. The imprint of a thumb and forefinger.
My breath stops. The air in my room turns thick, syrupy. I stare at the mark. I press it. A dull ache answers.
That was real. He was real. The warmth of his hand, the pressure of the pinch. It crossed over.
I sink onto the edge of my bed, my legs unable to hold me. The aquamarine rose rests cold against my sternum. I clutch it, the metal edges biting into my palm. Protection during travel. A hysterical laugh bubbles in my throat and dies. What travel? To where?
I sit there for a long time, just breathing, just feeling the welt on my arm. The fear is a live wire under my skin. Get out of Hinaro. How? Why? My parents are in the next room. Shiro is in the tournament complex. My whole world is here, in this apartment, in this city of impossible arenas.
Eventually, the shaking subsides to a low tremor. Exhaustion pulls at me, a heavy black tide. I tell myself it was just a vivid dream. A stress reaction. The mind playing tricks. The mark? A coincidence. I scratched myself in my sleep.
I lie back down. I stare at the ceiling, tracing the familiar cracks in the plaster. I count my breaths. In. Out. The clock flips to 4:42.
My eyelids grow heavy. The dread is still there, but my body is shutting down, overriding the panic. I drift. The darkness behind my eyes is soft, welcoming.
The crash is so loud it isn’t a sound—it’s a concussion.
I jackknife up in bed, disoriented, my heart instantly at a sprint. Glass rains inward, a glittering, violent shower catching the streetlight. A thousand sharp chimes hitting the floor, my desk, my blanket.
Something round and metallic thuds onto my rug, rolling once before settling near my feet.
For one frozen second, I just stare at it. A canister, about the size of a soda can. Pale grey.
It begins to hiss. A high, piercing sound. Then smoke erupts from it, thick and white, pouring out with unnatural speed. It billows, filling the space between my bed and the window in seconds. It smells acrid, chemical, like burnt plastic and something sweetly rotten.
My brain catches up. Move.
I scramble out of bed, glass crunching under my soles. I don’t feel the cuts. My eyes are already stinging, watering. I lunge for the canister, my hand outstretched. I need to throw it back out.
The smoke hits me like a wall. It floods my mouth and nose. The sweet-rotten taste coats my tongue. My vision swims. I cough, a ragged, tearing sound, and my head goes light. Spots dance in the white haze.
The window is a jagged black maw swimming in fog. I can’t see it. I can’t breathe.
I turn, stumbling, towards my door. Towards my parents. The smoke is everywhere, a blinding, choking shroud. The room tilts. My hand finds the door handle. Cool, familiar brass.
I twist. The mechanism clicks. The door opens a crack—a sliver of darker hallway.
My knees buckle. The strength leaves my legs like water draining from a tub. I hit the floor hard, the impact jarring up through my hips. I try to push up, to crawl through the opening. My arms are noodles. My head is a balloon, floating away from my body.
I collapse onto my side. My cheek presses against the cool wood of the floor. Through the swirling smoke, through the roaring in my ears, I see movement at the window.
A figure pulls itself through the jagged hole, moving with a terrible, deliberate grace. Black clothing. A mask covering the lower half of the face. Just dark eyes above it, empty of expression.
He steps over the glass. He looks down at me.
The last thing I feel is the cold weight of the blue rose against my throat. The last thing I know is that the boy was right.
Then the darkness isn’t soft anymore. It’s absolute. It takes hold, and it doesn’t let go.
Drip. Drip. Drip.
My head is a cracked bell. My left hip throbs, a deep, sick ache that pulses in time with the dripping. I shift, and a groan scrapes out of my dry throat.
"What happened?" I whisper. My voice is sandpaper.
My eyes open. This is not my ceiling. This is not my room.
Concrete. Grey, rough, unfinished concrete walls. No window. A single bare bulb behind a cage in the ceiling. It buzzes. The light is jaundiced, sickly. A metal door with a small, barred window. A narrow cot with a thin mattress. A stainless steel sink and toilet, bolted to the floor.
The memories flood back. Not like a wave. Like ice water injected straight into my veins. The dream. The pinch. The crash of glass. The sweet-rotten smoke. The mask. The dark eyes looking down.
I push myself up, my muscles screaming. I’m still in my sleep shorts and tank top. My feet are bare, cold against the concrete floor. I rush to the door, ignoring the pain. I peer through the bars. A blank hallway. More concrete. More buzzing light. No sound but the dripping from my sink faucet.
No clues. No signs. Just a box. A cage.
I press my back into the corner where the wall meets the cot. I pull my knees to my chest. The blue rose pendant is still around my neck. I clutch it. The metal is warm from my skin. Serenity and courage. Protection during travel. A bitter laugh dies in my throat. Shiro.
I wait. I don’t know for how long. The bulb doesn’t flicker. The drip is constant. Time turns to glue. I count my breaths. I trace the cracks in the concrete with my eyes. I imagine Shiro in his own sterile room, waiting for his next match. Is this part of the tournament? It can’t be. I’m not eighteen.
The sound of a heavy lock clanking open is so loud I jump.
The door swings inward.
I’m on my feet before I think, my body moving on pure animal instinct. My hands come up, fists clenched. A pathetic fighting stance. My heart is a wild thing trying to escape my ribs.
A man steps inside. He’s young, maybe mid-twenties. Slender. He moves with a liquid, deliberate grace that reminds me of a predator. Of a fox. His hair is a russet red, swept back from a sharp face. His eyes are a pale, calculating amber. He wears simple, elegant black trousers and a grey tunic, unadorned.
A sly, easy smile touches his lips. It doesn’t reach his eyes.
"Welcome, Nyx Ninemora," he says. His voice is smooth, cultured. It pours into the room like syrup. "My name is Nogitsune. Game Master."
My breath hitches. Game Master. The title echoes in the hollow space of my skull. The tournament. It’s always the tournament.
"You took me," I say. My voice is steadier than I feel. "You broke into my home."
"An extraction," he corrects, his head tilting slightly. "A necessary one. You were in danger."
"From you!"
"From others. The city is… unsettled. Your presence has caused a stir." He takes a casual step further into the room. I shrink back, my shoulders hitting the cold wall. "The little sister of the rising star. The one who sees the criers."
The criers. The boy on the stairs. His song. A cold finger traces my spine.
"I don’t know what you’re talking about," I lie.
His smile widens, showing very white teeth. "Of course you do. You felt the world grey out. You heard his dirge. You saw him in your dreams. He touched you." His amber eyes flick to the faint, tender mark on my forearm, still visible. "He’s a sentimentalist. Thinks warnings change anything."
He knows. He knows everything. The panic is a live wire in my chest.
"What do you want with me?"
"You are a special case, Nyx. A unique… opportunity." He clasps his hands behind his back, beginning to pace a slow circle around the edge of the room. I turn, keeping him in view. "The tournament has rules. Contestants must be eighteen. It is the one absolute law. But laws can have… exceptions. Loopholes."
"I’m sixteen."
"You will be seventeen in three days," he says, as if reminding me of a grocery list. "A technicality, in the grand scheme. Your brother’s performance has been remarkable. Aggressive. Efficient. He has the eyes of the architects. They are curious about his bloodline. About you."
Shiro. This is because of Shiro. My stomach twists.
"So you kidnapped me to get to him? To make him do something?"
Nogitsune stops pacing. He looks at me with something akin to pity. It’s worse than his smile.
"Oh, no. This isn’t about him. Not directly. This is about you, Nyx. The architects wish to observe a new variable. They wish to see if the familial resonance, the shared… grit… translates. They want to see you play."
The words don’t make sense at first. They bounce off me. Play.
Then they sink in. They drag me under.
"No," I breathe. "The tournament? You can’t. I’m not of age. The rule—"
"Will be waived. For you. A one-time special exhibition." His voice is full of a terrible, rehearsed warmth. "You should be honored. It’s an unprecedented invitation."
"Invitation?" The laugh that bursts from me is raw, cracked. "You gassed me in my sleep! This is an invitation?"
"The method of delivery is regrettable. Security concerns. But the offer stands." He takes a step closer. I can smell him now—clean, like ozone and sharp mint. "Participate. Survive the preliminary round. That is all that is asked."
"And if I refuse?"
His pleasant expression doesn’t change. The room grows colder.
"Then the special exemption for your brother’s continued participation will be revoked. His progress will be reset. He will begin again, from Match One, against a new bracket of opponents. The attrition rate in the early rounds is, as you’ve seen, quite high."
He says it like he’s discussing the weather. My blood turns to ice. Shiro. They’ll throw him back to the start. They’ll get him killed.
"You’re monsters," I whisper.
"We are game masters," he replies. "We create the board. You are the pieces. It is simple geometry."
He turns and walks to the door. He pauses, looking back over his shoulder. The fox-like smile is back.
"Rest. Your first match is tomorrow. The theme is ‘Capture.’ Try to see it as an early birthday gift."
The door closes. The lock clanks shut with finality.
I slide down the wall until I’m sitting on the floor. The concrete leeches all warmth from my body. I wrap my arms around my knees.
Tomorrow. A match. Capture.
The boy’s warning screams in my head. *Get as far away as you can.* He knew this was coming. He tried to tell me.
I think of Shiro on the screen. The hollow look in his eyes after he took that gem. The cold focus. The stranger wearing my brother’s face.
That’s what they want from me. To become that. To be reshaped.
I press the heels of my hands against my eyes until I see stars. I don’t cry. The terror is too deep for tears. It’s a solid thing, sitting in my gut.
I have a choice. A nightmare of a choice.
Die in the arena. Or live and become something I don’t recognize. And if I refuse, I hand my brother a death sentence.
My fingers find the blue rose pendant. I hold it so tight the metal edges bite into my palm.
Serenity. Courage. Protection.
I have none of those things. All I have is a tomorrow I didn’t ask for, in a cage I didn’t choose.
The drip from the faucet counts down the seconds.
The drip measures my life in cold, flat ticks. I don’t move. The choice isn’t a choice at all. It’s a slow, elaborate way to die. Either my body dies in the arena, or the person I am dies the moment I step into it.
I think of Shiro’s hollow eyes. The mechanical way he moved. He did it for me. To give me a birthday present. To give us a future. And they used that. They used his love for me as the lever to pry me out of my own life.
Anger is a thin, sharp wire drawn tight behind my breastbone. It cuts through the solid terror.
“No,” I say to the empty cell. My voice is a rasp, unused.
I push myself up. My legs are numb, prickling with a thousand needles. I pace the short length of the room. Three steps. Turn. Three steps back. The motion is stupid, useless, but it makes my blood move.
Capture. What does that even mean? Capture a flag? Capture a person? Be captured?
I’m not strong. I’m not a fighter. I saw what that looked like. Shiro wasn’t a fighter either, not really, but he was clever. He found the cavern. He out-thought the guardian.
My mind claws for purchase. Okay. Think. If it’s capture, it’s a game of hunter and prey. I’m small. I’m fast. I can hide. I notice things.
The thought feels pathetic. A child’s plan against monsters.
I stop pacing. My reflection is a smudge in the steel of the door. A pale girl with wild red hair, eyes too big in her face. I look like a ghost. I look like I’ve already lost.
“No,” I say again, louder.
I yank the braid out of my hair, fingers tearing through the knots until it falls in a tangled mess around my shoulders. It’s a stupid, pointless rebellion. But it makes me feel less like the version of me they packed up and stole. This Nyx is messy. This Nyx is furious.
A sound whispers from the corner of the room. A shift of air, like a sigh through a crack.
I freeze, my heart a trapped bird in my throat. The corner is empty. Just shadow.
Moment passes, nothing happens. But I can feel that I am not a lone.
Then the shadow moves.
It peels itself away from the wall, gathering form and weight. The world doesn’t go grey this time. It just… accepts him. As if he was always there, waiting for me to notice.
The boy from the stairs.
He stands with his back against the concrete, his silver eyes fixed on me. That same profound sadness hangs on him like a coat. The scar over his right eyebrow is a pale slash in the dim light. He’s wearing the same clothes: black jeans, white shirt, open jacket. He looks real. Solid.
My breath catches. “You.”
He doesn’t speak. He just watches.
“You tried to warn me.” The words tumble out. “On the stairs. You were singing. You knew.”
He tilts his head, just a fraction. His gaze flicks to the door, then back to me. Assessing.
“Who are you?” I take a step forward. My voice shakes. “How did you get in here?”
“The same way you did,” he says. His voice is low, quieter than I expected. It doesn’t match the haunting song. It’s just a voice. Tired.
“Are you… a contestant?”
“I am now.” He pushes off the wall. He’s taller than I remembered. He doesn’t move closer. He keeps the space between us like a moat. “They took you because of your brother.”
It’s not a question. A cold knot tightens in my stomach. “You know about Shiro?”
“I watch the feeds. He’s good. Too good. They like to test the families of the good ones. It’s a data point.” He says it flatly, a clinical fact. “Resilience of genetic and emotional bonds under extreme duress.”
The way he phrases it—it sounds like he’s quoting someone. A manual. I wrap my arms around myself. “That’s sick.”
“It’s the game.”
“It’s not a game! It’s my brother! It’s my life!”
My shout echoes off the concrete. He doesn’t flinch. He just waits for the echo to die.
“They will make it a game,” he says softly. “They will make everything a game. They will put a point value on it and watch you trade pieces of yourself for points until nothing is left.”
The truth of it lands like a physical blow. I lean back against the wall, the cold seeping through my thin shirt. “Why are you telling me this?”
“Because you have a choice. Your innocence will disapear soon enough.”He said in iritation.
“I don’t! He said if I refuse, they reset Shiro. He’ll die.”
The boy’s eyes hold mine. The silver in them seems to catch what little light there is. “That is the choice. You can refuse. Let them reset your brother. He might die. Or you can play. You will change. You will break. You might die. He will have to watch. Which betrayal can you live with?”
“I can’t live with either!”
“Then you will die in here tonight,” he says, nodding to the cell. “Your heart will just take a few more hours to stop.”
His bluntness is a slap. I stare at him, searching for cruelty in his face. I don’t find it. Just that endless, weary sadness. He’s not trying to hurt me. He’s telling me the shape of the cage.
“What did you choose?” I whisper.
Something flickers in his eyes. A door closing. “I played.”
“And?”
“I’m still here.”
“But you’re… you’re not like the others. I saw you on the stairs. You exist outside of it.” Resentment slipping out of me.
“No one exists outside of it.” He looks down at his hands. They’re clenched into fists at his sides. “Once you’re in the system, you’re in. I have… certain tolerances. Anomalies in the data. They keep me close to study. But I am just as caught as you are.”
Anomalies. The word clicks. The grey world. The way I saw him when no one else did. “You’re like me.”
He looks up, sharp. “What do you mean?”
“I saw you. The world went… slow. And grey. And I heard you. No one else did.”
For the first time, his placid expression cracks. It’s subtle—a slight widening of the eyes, a quick intake of breath. He takes a step toward me, then stops himself. “You perceived the attenuation?”
“I don’t know what that means. I just saw you. And I heard a song.”
“What song?”
“I don’t know the words. It was sad. It felt like a goodbye.”
He is utterly still. The silence between us stretches, thick and charged. “You shouldn’t be able to do that,” he says finally. His voice is barely audible.
“Well, I did.” I push off the wall, emboldened by his reaction. “What does it mean?”
“It means they were right to take you.” He runs a hand through his black hair, a frustrated gesture. “It means you’re not just leverage. You’re a specimen.”
The word chills me. Specimen. Like something in a jar.
“Will it help me?” I ask. “In the match. Will seeing things… differently… help me?”
He considers me for a long moment. “It might. Or it might make you a priority target. The game masters favor interesting variables. They might design the challenges to specifically stress you. To see what breaks first.”
“Great.” A hysterical laugh bubbles in my throat. I choke it down. “So what do I do?”
“You survive.” He says it like it’s a simple instruction. Breathe in. Breathe out. Survive. “You use everything. Your fear. Your anger. Your love for your brother. You weaponize it. You do not try to be brave. You be desperate. Desperate is smarter. Desperate is faster.”
“I don’t know how to fight.”
“Then don’t fight. Hide. Run. Observe. The theme is Capture. That doesn’t mean you have to be the one capturing. It just means something must be caught. Let it be someone else.”
His advice is practical, grim. A plan forms in the chaos of my mind, fragile and desperate. Hide. Run. Observe. I can do that. Maybe.
“Will you be in the match?” I ask.
His expression shutters completely. “Yes.”
“Will you… help me?”
“No.” The answer is immediate, absolute. “In the arena, I am your enemy. If our objectives conflict, I will capture you or disable you. I will not hesitate.”
The finality in his voice is worse than Kael’s polite cruelty. This is a peer. Someone who understands the dread. And he’s telling me he’ll hurt me if he has to.
“Then why are you here?” My voice cracks. “Why tell me anything?”
“Because out here, in the gaps between games, we are not enemies. We are just trapped.” He looks toward the door again, as if he hears something. “And because you heard the song. No one has ever heard the song before.”
He starts to fade. Not like a ghost, but like he’s stepping backward into a shadow that shouldn’t be there.
“Wait!” I lurch forward. “What’s your name?”
He pauses, half-in, half-out of the darkness. For a second, he looks like just a boy. Tired. Scarred. Sad.
“Al,” he says.
Then he’s gone. The corner is just a corner again.
I’m alone. But the paralyzing terror is gone. In its place is a cold, clear dread. It’s sharp. It’s focused.
Al. Enemy in the arena. Maybe the only person who understands the truth of this place outside of it.
I sit back down on the floor, but now I sit with my back straight. I touch the blue rose pendant.
I don’t feel serene. I don’t feel courageous. But I can pretend. I can act as if I am. For Shiro.
Capture. I close my eyes and picture it. Not a battle. A hunt. I am small. I am fast. I notice things.
I will not try to capture. I will try not to be captured.
I will be desperate.
I open my eyes and stare at the door. The lock clanked shut with finality. But nothing is final. Not until my heart stops.
I have a plan. It’s a terrible plan. It’s a plan built on running and hiding. But it’s mine. They took everything else. They don’t get this.
The drip of the faucet is no longer counting me down. It’s counting them down. To the moment I stop being a piece on their board and start being a problem in their game.
I pull my knees to my chest, wrap my arms around them, and wait for tomorrow.

