The world is a tunnel of wet leaves and grasping roots.
Arianda runs. Her lungs burn. Her legs are lead. Something chases her—a shape of smoke and snapping teeth that flows through the trees just behind her shoulder. She doesn't look. She can't. Zariel's silver form darts ahead, a fleeting beacon, his golden eyes wide with a fear that mirrors her own.
She stumbles, catches herself on a moss-slick stone. The shadow coils. She spins, hands coming up, and a gust of wind tears from her palms. It scatters the smoke for a heartbeat, long enough for her to see nothing at its core. Just cold. Then it reforms. She runs again.
Her foot catches. She goes down hard, the breath knocked from her. The forest floor is cold mud. She scrambles backward, heels digging trenches. The shadow looms, blotting out the sickly moonlight. Zariel lands before her, small wings flared, a thin jet of fire erupting from his mouth. The flame passes through the shadow harmlessly, illuminating nothing.
Exhaustion is a weight pinning her to the earth. She can't run anymore. Zariel presses against her side, trembling. The shadow advances, silent.
A flash: Diego's cart. The copper-sweet scent of blood soaking into white fabric. The stark red on his hands.
A voice cuts through the silence. "Arianda." It's soft. Familiar.
The shadow halts. From the deeper darkness between the trees, a figure steps into a pale shaft of light. Swan. Her silver curls are a muted halo. In her hands, she holds a notebook. Its cover is worn leather, its edges frayed. Arianda knows that notebook. Though she can’t remember from where.
Behind Swan, another form resolves. Diego. His white clothes are not white anymore. They are a map of violence, drenched and heavy with blood. It mats his short brown hair, paints his jawline, drips from his fingers. His silver eyes are flat. Empty.
Swan doesn't move. She just holds the notebook, her green eyes on Arianda, sad and knowing.
Diego steps around her. He moves with his usual quiet grace, as if the blood is just rain. He kneels in the mud, one hand extending toward Arianda. His palm is upturned. An offer. A lifeline.
A scream rips from Arianda's throat. It's raw, animal. She scrambles away from that bloody hand, her back hitting a tree trunk. She pushes off, staggers to her feet, and runs.
Branches whip her face. Thorns tear her sleeves. She hears nothing but her own ragged sobs and the thunder of her heart. Her body screams in protest. Each step is agony. The world narrows to the next footfall, and the next, until there are no more.
Her legs give. She collapses into a bed of ferns, the air punched from her. She can't move. Can't even lift her head. Zariel nuzzles her cheek, a soft whimper in his throat.
Footsteps approach, slow and deliberate. They stop beside her. Diego's voice, a whisper so close it brushes her ear. "We have your back. Always."
Strong arms slide under her. He lifts her as if she weighs nothing. Cradles her against his chest. The smell of iron and earth is overwhelming. She stares up, helpless. Swan is there now, looking down at her, the notebook clutched to her breast.
Behind them, the shadow coalesces. It towers, darker than the night. Moonlight catches on something within it—a sliver of sharp, cold steel.
The blade descends.
Arianda sat up, a silent scream tearing from her lips.
Darkness. The close, wooden ceiling of the wagon. The smell of herbs and dried blood. Rain pattered softly on the canvas above. Her heart hammered against her ribs, a frantic bird trying to escape. She was drenched in cold sweat, the rough blanket tangled around her legs.
Beside her, Zariel stirred with a concerned chirp, his golden eyes glowing in the gloom. From nearby bedrolls, she heard the rustle of others waking, the low murmur of questions swallowed by the night.
The first to reach her was Lilith, moving with a quiet, deliberate grace through the dim cart. She knelt beside Arianda’s pallet, her dark eyes searching. “You’re shaking,” she said, her voice low. She didn’t touch her, just waited.
Simon and Kira stumbled over a moment later, blinking sleep from their eyes. Simon ran a hand through his tousled hair. “Ari? Bad dream?”
Arianda could only nod, her throat too tight for words. She clutched the blanket, her knuckles white. The phantom scent of blood and jasmine still clung to the back of her tongue.
“It’s okay,” Kira murmured, settling cross-legged nearby. “We’re here.”
They sat with her in silence as her breathing slowly evened out. The rain had softened to a drizzle. Outside, the camp was beginning to stir—the clank of a pot, a low voice giving orders. The ordinary sounds felt thin, fragile, like a sheet laid over something terrible.
When her hands finally stopped trembling, Lilith helped her up. “Zariel needs tending,” she said, practical and grounding. “The wardens said the dyes are in the rear carts, away from the wounded.”
The four of them moved through the damp camp, a tight, quiet unit. Arianda kept her eyes on the muddy ground, avoiding the sight of the medical cart where Diego and Swan had vanished hours before. She focused on the task: checking Zariel’s scales, ensuring he was fed, whispering assurances she didn’t fully feel as he nudged her palm with his cool snout.
Breakfast was a quiet affair of travel bread and thin broth. Arianda sat with her friends, forcing herself to chew. And then she saw him.
Diego emerged from between two wagons, his white tunic pristine, his short brown hair damp and clean. He spoke with Sebastian, a hand resting on the tiger’s broad head. He looked normal. Rested. Unburdened.
A cold wave crashed through Arianda. Her spoon clattered against her bowl. A violent tremor seized her shoulders, locking her in place. The broth in her mouth tasted like copper.
Simon followed her gaze. He saw Diego, then looked back at Arianda’s frozen, pale face. He shifted closer, his shoulder brushing hers. “Hey,” he whispered, for her ears alone. “Breathe. Just breathe.”
She dragged in a ragged breath, tearing her eyes away from Diego’s easy smile. She stared into her lap.
“What is it?” Simon pressed, his voice still low. “You’ve been off since you woke up. Is it the dream?”
The words felt like stones in her throat. “Last night,” she whispered, so faintly he had to lean in. “After… after the attack. I was in the medical cart. Helping Swan.”
She chanced another glance. Diego was laughing at something Sebastian did, the sound carrying across the camp. It was a warm sound. It made her skin crawl.
“He came back,” Arianda said, the confession leaving her hollow. “Diego. He and Sebastian came back to the cart. They were… covered. In blood. It was fresh. It was everywhere.”
Simon’s breath hitched. His eyes flicked to Diego, then back to her. “Whose blood?”
“I don’t know.” The admission was a failure. “Swan just… led him away. She didn’t say anything. She told me to go rest and left me there alone with it. The smell.”
Kira and Lilith were listening now, their breakfast forgotten. Leo and Joan watched from a few feet away, sensing the shift in the group’s mood.
“Did he look hurt?” Simon asked, his analytical mind engaging despite the dread.
Arianda shook her head. “No. He moved fine. It wasn’t his.” The implication hung in the air between them, heavy and dark.
Simon was quiet for a long moment, watching Diego clap a merchant on the back. “We can’t jump to conclusions,” he finally said, the words careful. “We don’t know what happened out there after they left. We don’t know the context.”
“The context is blood, Simon,” Kira said, his voice tight.
“I know.” He looked at Arianda, his gaze steady. “But he’s also the one who’s kept us alive. Who taught us about the counterfeits. Who got us through the roc attack. The legend the puppeteer told… it said his enemies were shadows. Maybe last night, he found some.”
Arianda wanted to believe that. She clutched at the logic, but the dream-image of his empty, blood-spattered eyes rose up, drowning it out. The whisper in her ear: *We have your back. Always.*
“We keep our eyes open,” Lilith stated, her tone leaving no room for debate. “We stay together. We train. And we watch.”
The morning training session was a blur of focused exhaustion. Sherief drilled them on sustained elemental shields in the persistent drizzle. Arianda’s wall of wind wavered, her concentration fractured. Every time Diego passed on his rounds, a chill traced her spine, and her magic would stutter.
During a brief respite, Simon positioned himself beside her, his own fire barrier a solid, heated wall next to her shimmering air. “Don’t look at him,” he muttered, his jaw set with effort. “Look at me. Or at Zariel. Just not at him.”
She focused on Simon’s profile—the determined set of his mouth, the faint spray of freckles across his nose. She anchored herself to his presence, to the solid reality of her friend standing guard beside her. Her wind steadied.
When the order came to break camp and move out, Arianda fell into step with her friends, the caravan lurching forward into the gray afternoon. She walked with them, surrounded by their quiet strength, carrying the cold, secret weight of what she had seen, and the colder, sharper fear of what it meant.
The next few days blurred into a monotonous rhythm of travel, a gray smear of damp road and low-hanging clouds. Arianda moved through them like a ghost, her body performing the required tasks—training, tending Zariel, eating—while her mind remained locked on the image of blood-soaked white linen.
She structured her existence around avoidance. She took meals only when Diego had already eaten, positioned herself in training circles farthest from his patrols, and volunteered for rear-guard water-fetching duties. Her world narrowed to the safe space within her circle of friends, a fortress built on shared, silent vigilance.
Finding Swan alone proved nearly impossible. The woman was either at Diego’s side, their quiet communication a language of glances and slight gestures, or she was surrounded by a small crowd of merchants and guards in the evenings, her gentle laughter a beacon that drew the men of the caravan like moths. Serena often stood with her, the two women a striking contrast of silver and blue curls, and the attention they received created a natural barrier Arianda couldn’t penetrate.
It felt as if the massacre, the blood, the palpable terror of that rain-lashed night had been collectively erased. The caravan’s mood lightened. Jokes were traded. Plans were made for their arrival in the Spice City. The ordinary machinery of travel ground on, burying the horror under the mundane.
Only Arianda seemed unable to shed the chill. It lived in her bones, a constant hum beneath her skin. Zariel would press his cool snout against her neck, a worried rumble in his chest, but even his comfort couldn’t reach the frozen core of her fear.
Simon was her anchor. He walked beside her, a steady, solid presence. He didn’t offer hollow reassurance. Instead, he listened when she whispered her circling thoughts in the dark of their wagon, his profile a sharp cut against the moonlight.
On the third evening, as they cleaned their bowls by a stream, he finally said it. “You can’t avoid him forever, Ari.” His voice was quiet, practical. “We’re almost to the city. Things will get more complicated there. This… this suspicion is eating you alive.”
She scrubbed at her bowl with a handful of gritty sand. “What am I supposed to say to him? ‘I saw you covered in someone else’s blood, are you a monster?’”
“Maybe not that.” Simon sighed, flicking water from his fingers. “But you need clarity. You’re filling the silence with the worst possible story. Maybe he has an explanation. Maybe it’s worse. But not knowing is poisoning you. And it’s making you sloppy in training. Sherief noticed yesterday.”
The truth of it was a stone in her gut. Her control *had* been fraying, her elemental shields fracturing at the edges. Fear was a distraction she couldn’t afford. “What if the explanation is just a lie?” she whispered.
“Then you’ll know he’s a liar,” Simon said, meeting her eyes. “And we’ll deal with that, together. But right now, you only know he was bloody. The rest is a ghost story you’re telling yourself.”
She carried his words with her through the final day of travel, a heavy counterweight to her dread. The landscape began to change, the air growing drier, carrying distant, unfamiliar scents—cumin, paprika, dried citrus peel. The Spice City was a promise on the horizon.
That final night, camp was made in the lee of a rocky outcrop, the mood anticipatory. Tomorrow, baths, real beds, markets. Arianda helped Lilith and Kira secure the tents, her movements automatic. She was turning toward the fire, seeking the safety of her friends’ voices, when a shadow fell across her path.
Diego stood there, his white tunic a pale slash in the twilight. He held two tin cups of steaming tea. The campfire light danced in his silver eyes. He was alone.
“Arianda,” he said, his voice its usual warm tenor. “A moment?”
Her breath seized. Every instinct screamed to flee, to melt back into the crowd. But Simon’s words echoed: *You’re filling the silence with a ghost story.* She forced her feet to stay planted. She gave a single, tight nod.
He handed her one of the cups. The heat was startling against her cold fingers. He didn’t lead her away, just leaned back against the wheel of a nearby wagon, sipping his own tea. The casual posture felt like a trap. The space between them was only a few feet, but it felt vast, charged with everything unsaid.
They stood in silence for a long moment, the sounds of the camp—laughter, a lute being tuned, the crackle of the fire—wrapping around them. He watched her over the rim of his cup, his gaze thoughtful, patient. Waiting.
Arianda’s heart hammered against her ribs. The scent of the tea, something herbal and sharp, mixed with the ever-present smell of damp earth and his own clean, sun-warmed scent. She looked at his hands, curled around the tin. No blood. No sign of the violence they had carried. Just calluses and clean, short nails.
He was just a man. A merchant. Her teacher. The thought was suddenly, terrifyingly absurd. And yet, the memory was more real than the rock under her feet.
Diego set his cup down on the wagon bed beside him. He straightened, facing her fully now. The easy smile was gone, replaced by an expression of quiet, focused attention. The camp noise seemed to fade, leaving only the two of them in the deepening dusk.
“You’ve been avoiding me,” he said. It wasn’t an accusation. It was an observation, flat and factual.
Arianda’s throat was desert-dry. She managed another nod, her eyes locked on his. The ghost story was screaming in her ears. She clutched the hot cup, letting the pain ground her.
He took a single step forward, closing the distance by half. He didn’t reach for her. He just stood there, his silver eyes holding hers, allowing her to see the weariness in them, the lines at their corners that weren’t from laughter. “Do you want to tell me why?”
She hesitated, her fear nearly overwhelming her. The urge to let her knees buckle slammed against her will to stand. She bit her lip, looking down as she answered. “That night, when you came back,” her voice came out weak, barely above a whisper. “You were covered in blood; I could tell it wasn’t yours.”
Diego didn’t answer right away. He took another slow sip of his tea, eyes drifting briefly toward the firelight, like the question wasn’t unfamiliar to him. Like he’d heard it before, in one form or another. Then he glanced back at her.
“What do you think happened?” he asked.
Arianda frowned, caught off guard. “I think you were covered in blood that wasn’t yours.”
A corner of his mouth twitched. Not quite a smile. “That’s a start.”
Her grip tightened on the cup. “I think you found the people who did it. And I think…” She hesitated, then forced it out. “I think you didn’t leave anything behind.”
This time, he did smile. Faint. Tired, maybe. The fire cracked behind them.
“Fair,” he said simply.
Arianda searched his face, frustration creeping in. “That’s not an answer.”
“No,” Diego agreed easily. “It’s not.” He shifted his weight against the wagon wheel, more relaxed than he had any right to be. Like they were discussing trade routes instead of blood. “Let me ask you something,” he went on. “Do you think that makes me dangerous?” The question landed heavier than anything he’d said so far.
Arianda didn’t look away this time. “Yes.”
Diego nodded once, like that was the expected answer. “Good,” he said. No offense. No denial. Just acceptance.
“Danger isn’t the problem,” he continued, a little more lightly now. “Uncontrolled danger is. This world has plenty of that already.” He tapped the rim of his cup with a finger, a soft, absent sound. “What you saw…” he added, more quietly, “was me making sure it didn’t spread.”
Arianda swallowed. The words didn’t settle. They just shifted the weight. He looked at her again, then—not through her, not past her—at her. “You asked about the legend the night before that,” he said.
Her breath caught.
Diego huffed a small breath, something almost like amusement slipping through. “I could say a lot of it is accurate.” A pause. “Some of it’s exaggerated,” he added, casual as anything. His silver eyes held hers, steady and unreadable. “Stories tend to do that. At the end of the day, what matters is what you experience firsthand.”
He pushed off the wagon then, picking his cup back up, as if the conversation had reached its natural end.
“Get some rest when you can,” he said, tone lighter again. “Tomorrow won’t slow down just because we’ve had an interesting few days.”
And just like that, the weight shifted again—left behind with her as he stepped back into the noise and warmth of the camp.
Arianda didn’t move right away. She stood there, the warmth of the tea fading slowly in her hands, watching the space Diego had just left behind as he disappeared back into the hum of the camp. The world came back in pieces.
The crackle of the fire. A burst of laughter from somewhere near the cook pots. The low murmur of merchants arguing over routes and prices.
Normal. It felt… normal.
Her grip loosened slightly on the cup. She hadn’t realized how tightly she’d been holding it. Her heart was still beating too fast—but not like before. Not like something trying to escape. Now it felt… contained. Heavy, but steady.
The image of him—blood-soaked, silent, empty—still lingered. But it didn’t stand alone anymore.
Now there was something else beside it. A man leaning against a wagon, sipping tea. Asking questions instead of avoiding them. Not denying what he was… but not hiding from it either.
She exhaled, slow and controlled. The fear didn’t vanish. It shifted. Pulled back from her throat. From her chest. From that sharp, suffocating panic that had followed her since the rain.
It settled somewhere deeper. Quieter. A weight instead of a blade.
Zariel’s presence brushed against her mind, soft and questioning. She reached down, her fingers finding the ridge above his eye. He leaned into it immediately, a low, steady rumble vibrating through his chest.
“I’m okay,” she whispered. It wasn’t entirely true. But it wasn’t a lie either.
Footsteps approached behind her—familiar, unhurried. Simon. He didn’t say anything at first. Just stopped beside her, close enough that his shoulder brushed hers. “Well?” he asked quietly.
Arianda stared into the firelight, watching sparks twist upward into the dark. “He didn’t deny it,” she said.
Simon huffed a quiet breath. “That tracks.”
She shook her head slightly. “He didn’t… defend it either.”
That got his attention. Simon turned, studying her profile. “Then what did he do?”
Arianda was quiet for a moment, searching for the right words. “He made it… smaller,” she said finally. “Not less important. Just…” She frowned. “Like it wasn’t something he needed to explain. Just something that… is.”
Simon was silent, processing that. “Does that make you feel better?” he asked.
Arianda considered it. She looked down at her hands—steady now. No tremor. No cold sweat. Then back toward the fire. “…It makes it make sense,” she said.
Simon nodded once, slow. “Yeah,” he said. “Sometimes that’s enough.” He hesitated. Then, with a small, crooked smile that didn’t quite hide the guilt behind it, he rubbed the back of his neck. “Uh… before you decide how okay you are with all this,” he added, “I should probably apologize.”
Arianda blinked, turning toward him. “For what?”
Simon winced slightly, but the grin stayed—sheepish, a little lopsided. “For… that conversation you just had.”
Her brow furrowed. “What do you mean?”
He exhaled through his nose. “I might’ve… mentioned something.”
“Simon.”
“Not everything,” he said quickly. “Just—enough. I told him you’d been off. That you were avoiding him. That it was probably about the night of the attack.”
Arianda stared at him. “You told him?” she repeated.
“I didn’t give details,” Simon said, hands coming up slightly in defense. “I just… nudged things. Figured it was better than you spiraling for another three days and accidentally setting your own hair on fire during training.” A beat. “…like me,” he added.
Arianda let out a breath she hadn’t realized she was holding. Somewhere between exasperation and reluctant amusement, the tension cracked—just slightly.
“You’re unbelievable,” she muttered.
“Yeah, I’ve been told,” Simon said, the grin softening into something more genuine. “But you were getting stuck. And he’s not exactly the type to miss something like that forever.”
She looked back toward the fire, then past it, where Diego had disappeared into the crowd. “…You set that up,” she said.
Simon shrugged one shoulder. “I prefer to think of it as strategic encouragement.”
Arianda huffed quietly. But the weight in her chest didn’t tighten. If anything, it eased—just a fraction more.
She bumped her shoulder lightly against his. “Next time,” she said, “warn me before you orchestrate conversations with ancient, possibly terrifying merchants.”
Simon’s grin returned in full. “Noted. I’ll schedule it in advance.”
They fell into a quieter silence after that, the firelight warm against their faces, the camp alive around them. The fear was still there. But now— it had edges. And edges could be understood.

