The Vanishing Year
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The Vanishing Year

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Welcome to Zoel
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Chapter 2 of 3

Welcome to Zoel

This chapter introduces Sage in the world of Zoel, entering the hatchery after a having reprimanded one of the patrons of his village. He enters the Hatchery that has 5 different types of eggs, Red, Green, Blue, and Brown. the Fifth egg is colored in a sort of rainbow. He spots the rainbow egg shaking slightly and beginning to glow. shortly after Arianda suddenly appears in the hatchery, Still resting from her short doze she wakes to find the sage smiling down at her. As she awakens the Sage begins to welcome her to Zoel, and further explains that this year is the year of the Dragon, and thus she has been summoned to the Dragon kingdom. Shortly after the Glowing egg shakes more violently and slowly a Silver baby dragon rises from the Egg.

Sage Barkley’s boots echoed on the polished stone floor of the hatchery, the sound sharp and final. He’d just left the village square, where young Kael’s attempt to “borrow” a sky-skiff for a joyride had ended with a snapped mast and a very long, very quiet lecture. Sage’s job was the weight of the lesson, not the repair bill. He let out a long breath, the stern set of his shoulders softening as the hatchery’s warm, humid air wrapped around him.

It was a vast, circular chamber, lit by a soft, sourceless glow from above. Nestled in five deep, moss-lined basins were the eggs. Four were still, dormant in their seasonal sleep. The red egg, the size of a barrel, pulsed with a gentle, volcanic heat. The green one seemed to release a constant breeze. The blue was opalescent, like a frozen wave. The brown was craggy and solid as mountain stone. And then there was the fifth.

Sage’s gaze went to it immediately. It rested apart from the others on a raised dais of white quartz. Its shell was a shifting, iridescent cascade of color—a captured rainbow. It had been inert for a century. Now, it trembled.

A fine crack, no longer than his thumb, appeared on its surface. A silver light, faint as a forgotten star, seeped from the fracture. Sage went very still. He didn’t move closer. He simply watched, his old hands hanging loose at his sides, his heart a slow, heavy drum in his chest. The Year of the Dragon. It was beginning.

The air above the rainbow egg shimmered, like heat over a desert road. It thickened, warped, and with a soft sound like a sigh, a girl materialized on the quartz dais beside it.

She was curled on her side, asleep. Her chest rose and fell in the deep, trusting rhythm of a child. One hand was tucked under her cheek, the other clutched a small, leather-bound book to her chest. Ink stained her thumb. Sage looked from the sleeping girl to the glowing, cracking egg. A smile, deep and weary and wondrous, touched his lips.

He waited. He gave her the dignity of waking on her own.

Arianda’s breathing hitched. Her hazel eyes fluttered open. They were watchful, even in confusion. She saw the vaulted ceiling, the strange light, the colors that swam at the edge of her vision. She blinked, pushing herself up on one elbow. Her gaze landed on the old man standing a respectful pace away.

He was tall and lean, his face a map of kindly lines. His eyes were the color of a twilight sky, and they held no alarm, only a profound and patient welcome. He wore simple clothes of undyed linen, but he stood with the quiet authority of a rooted tree.

“Hello, Arianda Finch,” he said. His voice was a warm rumble, like stone warmed by the sun. “I, am Sage.”

She sat up fully, her back straightening. She didn’t ask where she was. She didn’t ask who he was. Her first question, measured and quiet, was, “How do you know my name?”

“Because you are expected,” Sage said. He took a single step closer, then knelt, bringing his eyes level with hers. “Welcome to Zoel.”

She looked around, her eyes tracing the curve of the wall, the basins, the other eggs. Her hand reached out, almost unconsciously, and her fingers brushed the cool, smooth surface of the quartz dais. Committing it to memory. “This isn’t my house.”

“No,” he agreed. “It is something better. It is your arrival.”

Behind her, the rainbow egg gave a sudden, violent shudder. The crack splintered into a web of silver lines. The light blazed, painting the chamber in liquid mercury. Arianda turned, scrambling to her knees to face it, her notebook forgotten in her lap.

Sage’s voice was a soft murmur beside her. “This year, Arianda, is the Year of the Dragon. Every 121 years, the veil between our world and yours grows thin. And those children whose spirits burn with a zodiac sign… they are summoned home.”

The top of the eggshell fell away. It didn’t shatter. It dissolved into motes of rainbow light. From within the shimmering haze, a small, sleek head emerged. It was covered in damp, silver scales that gleamed like polished coin. Two pearl-white horns, still soft, curled back from its brow. It blinked, opening eyes of molten gold.

With a soft, creaking push of tiny wings, the silver dragon pulled itself free of the shell. It was no larger than a barn cat, all long neck and delicate limbs. It shook itself, a shower of iridescent droplets flying from its scales. Then it turned its golden gaze and found Arianda.

It let out a tiny, chirruping sound. Not a roar. A question.

Arianda’s measured caution vanished. Her face opened into pure, unguarded wonder. She didn’t look at Sage for permission. She slowly, carefully, extended her hand, her ink-stained thumb facing up. The silver dragon hobbled forward, nuzzled its head against her fingers, and then, with a contented sigh, curled itself into the space between her crossed knees. Its body was warm, like a sun-baked stone, and it hummed with a vibration that she felt in her bones.

Sage watched the girl and the dragon. He saw the way her shoulders relaxed, the way her free hand came to rest, not clutching, but gently cupping the creature’s back. “You see?” he said, his voice thick with an emotion he let her see. “You were never vanishing. You were coming home.”

Sage watched the silver dragon, Zariel (his fated name), nestle deeper into the girl’s lap. The creature’s scales were not merely metallic; they held depth, like looking into a still pool under a moonless sky. He had welcomed Fire, Earth, Wind, and Water dragons into the world. He knew their natures in his bones. This silver was a new variant, and the wise man felt a thrill of pure, bewildered wonder. He did not speak of it. He simply observed, filing the mystery away for later contemplation.

“It’s warm,” Arianda said, her voice soft with awe. Her fingers traced the delicate ridge of the dragon’s spine.

“They often are,” Sage replied, his own tone measured. “A living heart is a remarkable thing.” He shifted his weight, his staff tapping softly on the quartz. “The question now, Arianda Finch, is not about the dragon. It is about you. You are wondering what happens next. You are thinking of your mother’s face.”

She looked up, her hazel eyes sharpening. The wonder receded, replaced by that watchful, assessing clarity. “Will she think I’ve vanished? Like Eleanor?”

“She will feel a absence, yes. A space where you were. But time here… it is not a river that carries all things at the same speed.” Sage knelt again, bringing himself to her level. “In Zoel, we do not age by the sun’s passage. We age by the weight of understanding. A child who learns deeply may carry the lines of a sage in a handful of years. A heart that refuses to grow may stay young for a century. Your mother’s clock and yours are no longer synchronized.”

Arianda absorbed this. Her thumb found the edge of her notebook, rubbing the worn leather. “So I could go back? Someday?”

“The veil opens for arrival. The return is… less certain. It is a different kind of magic.” He saw the flicker in her eyes—not fear, but calculation. “You are safe here, Arianda. This is not a prison. It is a sanctuary. The vanishings in your world are our summonings. We call you before the Quieting can take you.”

“The Quieting,” she repeated, testing the word. Zariel chirruped softly in its sleep. “You know that name.”

“We know the shape of the fear it brings. We hear its echo.” Sage stood, offering a hand to help her up. She took it, her grip firm, careful not to disturb the dragon. It stirred, then clambered up to perch on her shoulder, its tail curling around her neck like a living scarf. “Come. The hatchery is for beginnings. Your life here is the middle.”

He led her from the dais, past the other dreaming eggs. “Every Year of the Dragon, new children arrive. Their spirits align with the zodiac of that year. You are a Dragon, fierce and true. Last cycle brought the Rabbits. Gentle, clever souls.”

Arianda stopped walking. The soft hum of the hatchery seemed to fade. “Rabbits.”

“Yes. A quiet group. Very observant.”

“Eleanor Finch,” Arianda said, the name hanging in the humid air. “She vanished in 1903. That was a Rabbit year, wasn’t it?”

Sage paused, his twilight eyes studying her. He gave a slow, single nod.

A spark lit in Arianda’s gaze, a determined fire that had nothing to do with magic. “She’s here. Somewhere. My… my great-aunt, or cousin, or… she’s here.” She turned fully to face him, Zariel adjusting its claws on her shoulder. “I have to find her.”

“Arianda.” His voice was kind, but it held the firmness of stone. “You have just arrived. Your feet do not yet know this ground. Your dragon is newly hatched. To go seeking a ghost from a story is to run through a dark forest you cannot see.”

“She’s not a ghost. She’s family. She wrote ‘Listen’ before she left. I need to know what she heard.” Arianda’s hand came up, almost unconsciously, to steady Zariel. The dragon nuzzled her cheek.

Sage sighed, a sound of deep, patient weariness. “The first rule of this world is to learn its rules. You breathe its air, but you do not yet understand its pressure. Knowledge is age here. Pursue it. Let your roots find their depth. Then, if the path to her opens, you will be strong enough to walk it.”

He watched the conflict play across her face—the desperate pull of a mystery that felt like her own, warring with the practical, observant core of her that knew he was right. She looked at the hatchery walls, then down at her ink-stained thumb.

“Where do I start?” she asked, the question a surrender and a beginning.

Sage’s smile returned, warm and approving. “You start with a room of your own. A meal. And a map.” He gestured toward the arched doorway, where the light of Zoel’s twin suns streamed in. “The map does not show where Eleanor Finch is. It shows where you are. That, for now, is the only destination that matters.”

Arianda took a final look back at the rainbow egg’s empty, glowing fragments. Then she nodded, adjusting the weight of the silver dragon on her shoulder, and followed Sage Barkley out of the hatchery, into the light of a world she was supposed to call home.

The town center of Zoel was a bowl of warm, golden light carved into the side of a mossy mountain. Wooden buildings with curved, scaled roofs clung to the terraced stone, and the air smelled of roasting nuts and pine resin. Sage led Arianda to a long, communal table where a simple stew steamed in clay bowls. Before she could sit, a boy with a wide smile and a slightly crooked nose bounded over, a small red dragon whelp flapping excitedly around his head.

“Finally! Another new one!” the boy said, his words tumbling out. “I’ve been here for, like, three days? I think? Time is weird. I’m Simon. This is Raphaela. She’s a lot.” The red dragon chirped and did a quick, looping spin in the air.

Arianda blinked, her hand coming up to steady Zariel on her shoulder. The silver dragon peered at the newcomer, its golden eyes wide. “I’m Arianda,” she said, her voice measured. “This is Zariel.”

Simon’s brown eyes locked onto the creature. His excited grin faltered, replaced by genuine curiosity. “Whoa. Silver. Is that… a thing? I’ve only seen red, blue, green, brown. Sage? Is silver a thing?”

Sage lowered himself onto a bench, his staff leaning against the table. He watched Zariel tuck its head shyly against Arianda’s neck. “It is not a thing I have seen before, Simon. In all my years welcoming dragons, the spectrum has held to the four elements. Red for fire. Blue for water. Green for wind. Brown for earth. Silver is… a new song.”

“A mutation?” Simon asked, plopping down across from Arianda without waiting for an invitation. Raphaela landed on his shoulder, her barbed tail twitching. “Like the white ones with no magic you told me about?”

“Perhaps.” Sage’s tone was thoughtful. “Nature writes its own rules. We merely learn to read them.”

Arianda traced the rim of her clay bowl. The warmth seeped into her fingertips. “Magical attributes,” she said, repeating Sage’s earlier words as a question. “You mean the color tells you what they can do?”

“It is a guide,” Sage nodded. “A red dragon, like Raphaela, holds an affinity for fire. Its companion often finds that spark within themselves as well.”

“Watch this,” Simon said, holding up his index finger. His brow furrowed in concentration. A small, steady flame, no larger than a candle’s, ignited above his fingertip. It burned with a clean, quiet heat. “Took me two days to get it that controlled. First try, I singed my eyebrows off.”

On his shoulder, Raphaela puffed out her chest. She let out a short, sharp burp, and a tiny fireball the size of a marble shot into the air, dissipating into harmless sparks before it fell. She looked immensely pleased with herself.

Simon smirked, extinguishing his finger-flame. “She’s a show-off.”

Arianda watched the last spark fade. She felt Zariel shift, its warm weight pressing into her. “And silver?” she asked, looking at Sage.

The old man spread his hands. “I do not know. A mystery for you to solve, Arianda Finch. Perhaps it is all the elements. Perhaps it is none. Perhaps it is something else entirely.”

Simon leaned forward, his elbows on the table. “So you’re, like, a legendary variant. That’s pretty cool. No pressure.” He grinned at her, and Arianda saw the joke in his eyes, an attempt to deflect the weight of the unknown.

She didn’t smile back, but her watchful expression softened. She picked up her spoon. “What can you do, besides fire?”

“Me? Not much yet. Survival stuff. I was a scout back home. In New Jersey. Which feels about a million miles away.” He stirred his stew, his playful energy dimming for a second. “They say we age by learning here. I’m trying to learn fast. So I can… you know. Not be useless.”

Arianda heard the crack in his voice, the want beneath the bravado. She took a bite of the stew. It was rich, earthy, full of unfamiliar roots. “My mother probably thinks I vanished,” she said quietly, not looking up. “Like the others before me.”

Simon was silent for a moment. Raphaela nudged his ear with her snout. “Yeah,” he finally said, his tone uncharacteristically gentle. “Mine too.”

They ate in a comfortable quiet, for a few moments, the sounds of the bustling town center wrapping around them. Sage observed them, his twilight eyes missing nothing. The two children, bound by the same dislocation, finding a tentative anchor in each other’s presence. The red dragon, lively and bright. The silver dragon, quiet and observing. A new pattern was forming at his table, and the wise man felt the future turn, ever so slightly, on its axis.

Arianda watched Simon scrape the last of his stew from the bowl. "What did you like to do?" she asked. "Before you came here."

Simon leaned back, stretching his arms behind his head. "Stuff. Camping, mostly. Fishing with my dad in the Pine Barrens. Sports, you know? Football in the fall, soccer in the spring. Normal kid stuff." He said it like a eulogy.

"And your first days here?" she pressed, her voice quiet. "What was that like?"

"Terrifying," he said, the word blunt and honest. He didn't look at her, instead watching Raphaela chase a glowing moth. "Woke up in the hatchery with a headache and no idea which way was up. Then this little red egg started shaking at my feet. When she hatched…" He shrugged, a quick, jerky motion. "It was like having a heartbeat outside my body. She was scared, too. We just… figured it out together. Made it less lonely."

Sage nodded slowly from his end of the bench. "The bond is a compass. It orients the soul before the mind can understand the map."

"Speaking of maps," Simon said, brightening, "that's my morning now. Sage has me learning the ley-lines on these old hide scrolls. It's like… magical geography. Afternoons, I'm with the fire-warden, learning not to burn my own sleeves off." He wiggled his fingers. "The magic here, it's like a sneeze you can't control at first. You just gotta learn the warning tickle."

"How many others are learning?" Arianda asked, tracing a whorl in the wooden table.

"This sector? Fourteen so far this year," Sage offered, his hands folded around his staff. "A steady trickle. I confess, I expected your companion to be of the earth, Arianda. A brown dragon, steady and grounding. The silver egg…" He glanced at Zariel, who was watching Raphaela intently. "It has sat in the hatchery for longer than I have drawn breath. Many thought it mere stone, a tradition we tended out of habit. Its awakening is a profound rewriting."

As if on cue, Raphaela swooped low, chirping a challenge at Zariel. The silver dragon flinched back, a low hiss escaping its throat as it nipped the air near the red dragon's wing. Raphaela banked away, chittering with what sounded like laughter, and landed on the roof of a nearby smithy.

Zariel settled, its golden eyes fixed on the distant red speck. But when Raphaela began preening her scales, ignoring him completely, he let out a soft, distressed warble. He hopped from Arianda's shoulder to the table, then to the ground, his slender body low as he began a slow, stalking advance toward the smithy, his focus absolute.

Simon snorted. "They're like kids on a playground."

"It is how they learn their own boundaries," Sage said, a faint smile on his lips. "And their connections.” He then leans forward, “Tell me of how the world was when you left it.”

The conversation lulled, filled by the sounds of the town. Arianda watched the two dragons, her mind circling back to the world she'd left. "Sage," she began, "the place we come from… It's very different now than when you were there."

"I should hope so," he said, his eyes twinkling. "It’s had three and a half centuries to change."

"You have no idea," Simon cut in, leaning forward with renewed energy. "We've got TVs. Computers. The internet."

Sage's brow furrowed. "These are tools? Weapons?"

"Entertainment, mostly," Arianda said, finding the words. "A TV is a… box with a glass screen. It shows people acting out events with sound. It tells stories, or shows you events happening far away."

"Like a play?" Sage asked, trying to grasp it. “Something akin to Romeo and Juliet?”

"Kinda, but with better special effects, and you can keep rewatching it," Simon said. “Special effects are a kind of technique used to depict different events to such a detail that it seems realistic.”

"We have movies, too," Simon added. "Like long, fancy stories on the TV. There's this one, *Ready Player One*, all about this virtual world everyone lives in. It's awesome."

Arianda felt a faint smile touch her lips. "A real gunter would risk everything to save the OASIS from IOI."

Simon's eyes widened, and he pointed at her, a grin splitting his face. "Yes! You get it!"

Sage looked between them, utterly lost. "A gunter? OASIS? These are places?"

"It's a story," Arianda explained gently. "Not real. But it feels real when you watch it."

"And the internet is this… everything web. You use it to play games, talk to people on the other side of the world, and do your homework. It has all the information, ever."

"All knowledge, accessible from a single point?" Sage's voice was hushed, awed. "That is a form of magic your world has mastered."

"And there are machines now," Simon said, "called AI. They're like… smart shadows. They can answer questions, write stories, and predict the weather. They learn."

Sage fell silent for a long moment, his gaze turning inward. "You describe wonders," he said finally, his voice thick with a strange melancholy. "Plays that can replay. Knowledge without teachers. Shadows that think. In my time, a spinning wheel was a marvel." He looked at his own wrinkled hands, then out at the dragon-roosted mountains. "You have built a world of such noise. I wonder what you had to silence to hear yourselves."

The observation landed softly, but it filled the space between them. Arianda looked down at her own hands, the ink stain a quiet, personal technology. Zariel, having given up his stalking, fluttered back to her, curling into the crook of her arm with a tired sigh. Across the table, Simon's playful energy had dampened, his eyes distant.

"It was loud," Arianda admitted, her voice barely above a whisper. "Sometimes, you just wanted it to stop."

Simon didn't speak. He just nodded, once, and reached up to scratch Raphaela's chin as she returned to his shoulder. The twin suns of Zoel began their slow descent, painting the wooden buildings in long, deep shadows, and for a while, the three of them sat in a silence that felt, for the first time, like a shared understanding.

Sage placed his empty bowl on the table with a soft, final click. "The stew settles, and the suns dip. Simon, your fire-warden will be cooling his forge. You have a lesson in control, not just conversation."

Simon grimaced, pushing off the bench. "Yeah, yeah. I'm going." He gave Arianda a quick, lopsided smile. "See you around, gunter." He jogged off into the lengthening shadows.

"Come," Sage said to Arianda, his staff tapping the packed earth. "Your feet have found our world. Now your head needs a place to rest within it."

He led her away from the central square, down a narrower lane where the wooden buildings leaned close, their upper stories connected by rope bridges. The air smelled of sawdust and drying herbs. He stopped before a simple door of pale, smooth wood. "These are the quarters for new arrivals. They are yours for as long as you need them while you learn the shape of this place."

He pushed the door open. Inside was a single room, small but clean. A narrow bed with a thick wool blanket, a wooden chest, a washbasin, and a single window looking out toward the darkening mountains. It was profoundly, utterly quiet.

"Some choose to stay in Zoel," Sage continued, his voice filling the quiet space. "Others move on to other sectors, other studies. The choice, when you are ready, will be yours. You may stay here indefinitely."

He turned to face her, his expression grave. "You should understand the nature of time here. A body does not wither from years alone. One could, in theory, live forever in a single day, never learning, never changing. But knowledge… knowledge is the true currency of age. Once gained, it marks you. Even if memory were to fail—a rare malady here—the aging wrought by understanding does not reverse. You cannot unknow a truth. You cannot un-live a lesson."

Arianda ran her fingers along the edge of the wooden chest. It felt solid, real. "So I just… learn?"

"You learn to survive," Sage said gently. "And to thrive. For now, let this be your harbor." He glanced at Zariel, who was cautiously investigating the space under the bed. "He is small. He may stay with you. But a dragon's growth is tied to its bond, and to your own growth. He will need sky and stone soon enough. A room will not contain him."

With a final nod, Sage stepped back toward the door. "Rest. Let the idea of this world find its weight. And remember, Arianda Finch: the accumulation of knowledge is not a task. It is your armor. Your compass. Your life."

The door closed with a soft thud, and the silence rushed in.

For a long moment, Arianda just stood in the center of the room, breathing. The events of the day crashed over her in a sudden, dizzying wave. Her mother’s face, tight with fear. The loom’s rhythmic clack. The impossible cold of the hatchery floor. Sage’s smile. The silver crack in the rainbow egg.

Her father would be pacing the kitchen by now. Her mother would be staring at the grey cloth, her hands still. Were they searching the canyon? Calling her name into the Utah night? Was there a way, any way at all, to peek through a crack in the worlds and see them, just for a second, to let them know she was… here?

Zariel fluttered up to perch on the windowsill, his golden eyes reflecting the last light of the twin suns. He let out a soft, questioning chirp.

"I don't know either," she whispered.

She sat on the edge of the bed, the wool rough under her palms. Time passed, measured only by the slow dimming of the light and the gradual appearance of strange, soft-bellied stars outside the window.

A sharp, rhythmic tapping broke the silence.

Arianda jumped. Zariel hissed, a tiny spark flickering at the corner of his mouth.

The door creaked open before she could answer. Simon’s grinning face appeared in the crack. "Hey. You alive in there?" Raphaela poked her head under his arm, chittering.

A flood of relief, warm and startling, washed through Arianda. "Yes. Come in."

He slipped inside, smelling of woodsmoke and cool night air. He’d changed into a simple, dark tunic. "Fire-warden says I ‘have enthusiasm but the control of a startled goat.’ So, you know. Progress." He leaned against the chest, crossing his arms. "Settling in?"

"Trying to." She watched Zariel watch Raphaela. "Simon, earlier… Sage said he expected me to have an earth dragon. A brown one. Do you know why?"

Simon shrugged. "People talk. The theory is it’s tied to your birth sign, you know, back home. Like astrology. I’m an Aries. Ram. Fire sign." He gestured to Raphaela, as if presenting evidence. "Fits. Most of the others I’ve met, it kinda lines up. But it’s not a perfect system. There are white variants sometimes. And now…" He nodded at Zariel. "Silver. So who knows? Maybe you’re just special."

The word hung in the air. Special. It felt like a weight, not a compliment. What did a silver dragon mean? What did it make her?

She pushed the thought aside. "It’s just so strange. All of it."

"Tell me about it," Simon said, his grin returning. "You know what’s really weird? Being in an actual magical world and thinking about how we used to pretend to be in one. Like, I had this killer Gundam model back home. Heavy Arms. Took me a month to build. And here I am, with a literal dragon."

Arianda felt a real smile break through. "I used to play Magic with my cousin. He had a dragon deck, too. It was terrible. He just liked the art."

"No way!" Simon laughed, the sound bright in the small room. "That’s hilarious. I bet some of those cards would be instruction manuals here. ‘Summon Dragon Whelp.’ ‘Tap two mountains for firebolt.’" He mimed drawing a card. "It’s all real. And we’re sitting in it."

They talked like that for hours, as the stars wheeled outside. They traded references like currency, building a fragile bridge back to a shared world that felt like a story now. Anime. Video games. The peculiar anxiety of a buzzing phone. Each shared memory was an anchor, holding them both steady in the vast, unfamiliar dark.

Eventually, Simon pushed himself off the chest with a sigh. "I should let you actually rest. Big day of… whatever tomorrow is. Probably more rules." He moved to the door, Raphaela hopping onto his shoulder. He paused, his hand on the latch. "Hey. For what it’s worth… I’m glad it’s you."

He said it quickly, like he was admitting a minor fault, and slipped out before she could reply.

The silence felt different this time. Softer. Arianda changed into the simple shift left for her on the bed and layed down. Zariel curled into the hollow between her shoulder and neck, his body a warm, breathing weight. She stared at the ceiling, listening to the unfamiliar sounds of the dragon-hold at night—distant, deep-throated calls, the creak of rope bridges in a high-altitude breeze.

Her mind didn’t race. It drifted. From her mother’s humming to the smell of Sage’s stew, from the cold floor of the hatchery to the warm sound of Simon’s laugh. The last thought she had before sleep took her was that the silence here wasn’t empty. It was full of waiting. And for the first time, she wasn’t afraid of what it might say.