The Vanishing Year
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Chapter 11 - Developing Habits
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Chapter 11 - Developing Habits

The next morning all four wake up, they step up to work on getting Zariel Ready for the day. Simon appears half asleep with his hair in disarray from the bed. Kira seems awake though somewhat Grumpy, Lilith is a bit out of sorts but still pleasant. the children work on Zariel with the other three dragons standing nearby occasionally leaning in to signal with their noses spots they noticed. Once they finish the four head to breakfast having a small conversation of the open grounds they stayed the night in and how it was a refreshing change of pace. Today Arianda goes to train with Christofer, Simon and Kira are also along for the training. Christofers style seem extremely blunt. Simon feels a bit off put by this training style but follows directions his newfound focus helping him succeed in the new trainings. Kira who didn't receive sages training actually fumbles a bit as he is not as set in the ways of control but manages to do it with error. Arianda on the other hand often seems to pull off just enough to show the desired effect but when asked to push further is completely unable. Christofer's reaction is initially a bit of worry that maybe he will not be able to train her but Sherief interjects and lets him know that her potential grows with each passing day and each training session. He believes it may be tied to her growth.

Dawn in the open grounds was a different kind of waking. The air held the chill of dew and the scent of turned earth, not the cool stone of Zarinthar’s corridors. Arianda opened her eyes to a canvas sky, pale grey bleeding into soft gold. She lay still for a moment, listening to the quiet breaths of her friends in their bedrolls nearby, the soft rustle of dragon wings.

Simon sat up first, his brown hair a wild, sleep-tousled mess. He blinked slowly, like a disoriented owl. “Is it time?” he mumbled, his voice thick.

“Time to work,” Kira grunted from his own bedroll. He was already sitting, arms crossed over his knees, his sandy hair only slightly less chaotic than Simon’s. His blue eyes were narrowed against the growing light, the very picture of morning grumpiness.

Lilith uncurled with a soft sigh. Her blond hair was neatly braided even in sleep. She offered a small, pleasant smile, though it didn’t quite reach her crystal blue eyes. “It’s colder out here than I thought it would be.”

Zariel chirped softly, nuzzling Arianda’s hand with his cool, silver snout. The task awaited. The four of them gathered the pots of crimson dye and the soft brushes Diego had provided, moving to where Zariel waited patiently. The other three dragon whelps—Raphaela, Raltz, and Moss—formed a loose, watchful circle around them.

The process was methodical, a quiet ritual under the open sky. Arianda started at the base of Zariel’s neck, her strokes careful and even. Simon took a wing, yawning widely as he worked. Kira, still scowling at the early hour, dabbed at Zariel’s flank with more force than finesse.

Raphaela, Simon’s red companion, let out a playful huff of warm air that ruffled Simon’s hair. She then nudged her nose pointedly at a spot on Zariel’s leg he’d missed. Raltz, larger and more solemn, simply stared at a patch on the spine until Kira noticed and corrected it. Moss, loyal and observant, gently tapped Lilith’s hand with her snout to guide her brush to a faint, lingering silver scale near the tail.

They worked in a comfortable, focused silence, the only sounds the scratch of bristles on scale and the distant calls of waking birds. By the time they finished, Zariel gleamed in the dawn light not as silver, but as a deep, uniform crimson. She shook herself gently, scales rattling like coins, and let out a contented rumble.

“Good enough to fool anyone at a distance,” Simon declared, wiping his hands on his grey trousers. His hair was still a disaster.

“Breakfast,” Kira said, the single word carrying the weight of his entire morning philosophy.

As they walked toward the central firepit of the merchant camp, the open space around them felt vast and strange. “It’s different,” Arianda said, her voice quiet. “The walls… you don’t realize how much they hold the sound in until they’re gone.”

Lilith nodded, looking out at the rolling fields. “It’s a bit overwhelming. But also… refreshing. Like you can finally take a full breath.”

“I’ll take a full breath after a full plate,” Simon said, rubbing his stomach. But he was looking at the horizon too, his usual sarcasm muted. “Kinda makes you feel small, though. In a good way.”

After a quick meal of travel bread and dried fruit, Sherief found them. His loose green robes fluttered in the morning breeze, making his thin frame seem even more insubstantial. “Time,” he said, his voice its usual blunt instrument. “Christofer is waiting.”

Christofer, the fire-warden assigned to bolster Arianda’s cover, was a man carved from the same stern stone as the fortress. He stood in a cleared area of the field, arms crossed over a broad chest, his gaze assessing them as they approached. He had close-cropped red hair and a beard to match, and his eyes were the colour of cooled ash.

“You’re the silver’s keeper,” he said to Arianda, not a question. “And you two are the fire.” He jerked his chin at Simon and Kira. “You’re here to learn control. True control. Not playground sparks. We start with containment.” He pointed to three separate, knee-high stone circles on the ground. “A sustained flame, no higher than your hand. It holds shape. It does not waver. It does not smoke. Begin.”

Simon, his newfound focus from weeks of training clicking into place, stepped to his circle. He took a steadying breath, the last of his sleepiness vanishing. He extended a hand, palm down. A small, bright flame erupted within the stones. It danced, then settled, becoming a steady, contained dome of fire. It was clean. Precise.

Christofer gave a single, curt nod. “Adequate.”

Kira frowned at his circle. He was used to force, to bursts of power for defense. A sustained, gentle hold was foreign. He clenched his fist, and fire roared up, licking past the stone boundary before he snarled and snuffed it out. On his second try, he managed a flickering, unstable ring of flame that spat tiny embers. “Error,” Christofer stated flatly. “But it is contained. Work on stillness.”

Then all eyes turned to Arianda. She felt the weight of the expectation, the secret she carried. She was something else, pretending. She focused on the memory of heat, of the steam from her duel, and pushed that feeling into the circle of stones.

A small flame sputtered to life. It was weak, pale orange, but it held a perfect, still shape. Just enough.

“Increase output,” Christofer commanded. “Double it.”

Arianda tensed. She pushed more will into the space. The flame flickered, grew slightly taller, then guttered and died into a wisp of smoke. She tried again. The same result—a brief flare, then nothing.

“Again.”

She tried. Failure. A cold sweat broke out on the back of her neck. She could feel Simon’s worried glance, Kira’s analytical stare.

Christofer’s ashen eyes narrowed. He rubbed his bearded chin. “The foundation is inconsistent. The core discipline is absent. If you cannot command a simple flame to grow…” He trailed off, his blunt face etched with genuine concern. “I may not be able to forge a convincing fire-warden from this.”

Sherief, who had been observing from the periphery like a silent shadow, flowed forward. His loose robes whispered over the grass. “Her potential is not measured in a single morning’s output, Christofer.” His voice was calm, a contrast to the fire-warden’s gravel. “It grows. With each day. With each session. It is tied to her growth—not just in skill, but in herself. What she cannot push today, she may cradle tomorrow.”

He looked at Arianda, his gaze holding hers. It wasn’t reassuring. It was factual. “The wind does not blow at one constant strength. It learns the shape of the mountain. So does she.”

Sherief leaned close to Arianda, his voice a low murmur meant only for her. “Try feeding it air. Not just fire. A breath of wind into the heart of it.”

Arianda’s hazel eyes flicked to his, wide with uncertainty. She had never consciously tried to wield two elements at once. She looked back at the cold stone circle. She focused on the memory of heat, calling the faint spark to life again—a small, pale flame that hovered obediently. Then, holding that thread of will, she reached for the feeling of the morning breeze on her skin, the lift in Zariel’s wings. She imagined pushing that feeling into the flame.

The little fire shuddered. It swelled, brightening from a weak orange to a clearer, stronger yellow. It grew, not dramatically, but noticeably—from the size of her palm to the span of her hand. It held for three steady heartbeats before it flickered and collapsed back into smoke.

Sherief’s thin lips curved into a rare, slight smile. He straightened and turned to Christofer. “You see? The foundation is not absent. It is… divided. Her potential may require a dual path. We should open another training session in the day. Fire for the cover. Air for the strength beneath it.”

Christofer’s ashen eyes were hard. He crossed his arms, his broad frame a wall of dismissal. “No. That is a distraction. A parlor trick. My priority is forging a fire-warden who will not be questioned at a glance.” He pointed a thick finger at Arianda. “She must first be capable of the basics. Consistently. A sustained flame. A controlled burn. A flaming aura around a practice blade. Once she can do that—once she can *use* the fire, even if it is weak—then we can discuss mixing elements. Not before.”

His words were final, carved from the same stone as his expression. Sherief studied him for a long moment, then gave a single, slow nod. Not of agreement, but of acknowledgment. The wind did not argue with the mountain; it flowed around it.

“Very well,” Sherief said. “Basics. Arianda, again. A sustained flame. Simon, Kira—you will work on shaping yours. A narrow column. A flat plane. Control is not just containment. It is articulation.”

Simon returned to his circle, his messy hair catching the light. His earlier flame had been a dome. Now he focused, brow furrowed, and the fire within the stones stretched upward, thinning into a tall, steady candle-like spire. It was clean, almost elegant.

Kira grunted, his sandy hair falling into his narrowed blue eyes. He glared at his circle as if it had personally offended him. His flame burst into a wobbly disc, sputtering at the edges. He clenched his jaw, forcing it to still. The disc smoothed, becoming a shaky but recognizable plane of heat.

Arianda looked at her empty stones. *Basics*. She felt the weight of Christofer’s stare, the implicit doubt. She shut it out. She thought of the ink-stained pages of her secret notebook, of tracing the edges of things to understand them. This was just another edge to learn. She called the heat. She fed it a whisper of air, not to amplify it, but to steady it. A small flame bloomed, clearer than before. She held it. Her hand trembled slightly from the effort of maintaining the two separate threads of focus.

“Hold it,” Christofer commanded, watching the flame. “Count to thirty.”

She counted in her head. *One. Two.* The flame wavered. *Three. Four.* She breathed, and imagined the air cradling it. *Five. Six.* It held. Sweat beaded on her upper lip. Across from her, Simon’s fire-column stood unwavering. Kira’s plane of flame flickered but did not break.

*Twenty-eight. Twenty-nine. Thirty.*

She let the flame die, not from failure, but from completion. A faint trail of smoke rose. Her chest felt tight, her mind stretched thin, but a quiet, fierce satisfaction warmed her. It was small. It was basic. But she had done it.

Christofer gave another curt nod. “Adequate. Again. Ten times. Then we move to heat transfer.” He turned his attention to Simon and Kira, critiquing the precision of their shapes.

Sherief watched Arianda begin her count again. His gaze was unreadable, but he did not intervene. He simply observed, a silent figure in flowing green, as she worked. The morning wore on, the sourceless glow brightening the damp air. The dragons, lying at the edge of the field, watched with golden and blue and green eyes, their tails occasionally twitching in sync with their partners’ efforts.

During a brief rest, Simon sidled up to Arianda, keeping his voice low. “The two-element thing was cool. Even if Captain Cinder over there didn’t think so.”

“It was… different,” Arianda said, flexing her fingers. They felt oddly stiff. “Like trying to write with both hands at once.”

“Maybe that’s the point,” Kira said, joining them. He was wiping soot from his hands onto his grey trousers. His analytical look was back. “If you can learn to do the hard thing, the easy thing becomes effortless.”

Christofer’s voice cut through. “Break’s over. Blades.” He walked to a rack of simple, unsharpened iron practice swords. “Fire is not just light. It is heat. You will learn to channel it into metal. A flaming aura. Not for destruction now—for show. For the *appearance* of threat. Simon, demonstrate.”

Simon picked up a blade. He took a steadying breath, his playful demeanor vanishing into focus. He ran a hand along the flat of the sword. Flame rippled to life along the edge, sheathing the iron in a silent, controlled blaze. He held it aloft, the fire steady and bright.

“Good,” Christofer said. “That is the standard. Arianda. Your turn.”

Arianda took a sword. It was heavier than she expected. The cold iron felt alien in her grip. She looked at Simon’s blazing blade, then at her own dull metal. She reached for the heat, for the thread of fire, and pushed it toward the sword.

A few pathetic sparks skittered along the edge and died. She tried again, pouring more will into it. A thin, sputtering line of flame appeared, clinging weakly to the metal for a second before guttering out, leaving a faint black smudge.

Christofer sighed, a sound of pure frustration. “The power must be constant. The will, unbroken. You are hesitating.”

“She is dividing her focus,” Sherief said quietly from the sidelines. “The flame is one demand. The metal is another. Two tasks.”

“Then she must learn to unify them,” Christofer shot back. “Again.”

Arianda’s hand tightened on the hilt. She looked past Christofer, past the training field, to where Zariel sat, a crimson statue of concern. She thought of the secret they carried, of the dye that hid his truth. She wasn’t just calling fire. She was *painting* with it.

She closed her eyes for a second. She stopped trying to push fire *into* the blade. Instead, she imagined the sword was an extension of her own hand, her own ink-stained finger tracing a line in the air. She traced that line with heat.

When she opened her eyes, a continuous, thin ribbon of flame clung to the sword’s edge. It was not impressive. It was not bright. But it was steady. It was there.

Christofer stared at it. He said nothing for a long moment. Finally, he grunted. “It is a start. Keep it there. Count to twenty.”

Arianda counted, her arms beginning to ache from the weight and the concentration. The weak flame held. It was basic. But it was hers. And for now, in the damp, open air of this strange world, it was enough.

Christofer watched Arianda’s weak flame cling to the blade. “The purpose of this aura is not just for show,” he said, his voice cutting through the damp air. “A blade sheathed in consistent heat cuts more effectively. Through leather. Through hide. It cauterizes as it goes. The reason we drill this basic technique first is survival. In a real fight, being stuck—sword deep in an opponent who does not die quickly—is a death sentence. You must be able to strike and move. To your next opponent. To safety. Speed is born from control.”

Sherief, leaning on his staff at the field’s edge, gave a slow nod. His expression was neutral, but his agreement was clear in the gesture. “The principle is sound. A foundational truth.” He did not look at Christofer. His eyes were on Arianda’s trembling flame. He could advocate for a dual path later. For now, the mountain had spoken.

“Again,” Christofer commanded. “All of you. Sustain the aura. Move with it. Ten steps forward. Ten back. The flame must not gutter. The mind must not waver.”

Simon moved first. His blade held its bright, steady fire as he marched, his steps measured. The flame wavered only slightly with his motion, a testament to his focused training under Sage. Raphaela, watching from beside Zariel, let out a soft, approving chuff.

Kira followed, his jaw set. His aura was less even, flickering with each step as his concentration battled his instinct for raw power. Raltz, his red dragon, shifted on his haunches, a low rumble in his throat as if urging him on.

Arianda took a breath. She looked at her sword, at the thin, pathetic ribbon of fire. *Strike and move.* She took a step. The flame shrank to a desperate orange thread. She forced her will into it, picturing the line she was tracing in the air, a continuous stroke. The flame strengthened, barely. She took another step. Then another. Her world narrowed to the heat in her hand and the placement of her feet on the damp earth.

Christofer paced alongside them, his ashen eyes missing nothing. “Do not watch your feet. Watch your horizon. The threat comes from there. Your body knows the ground. Trust it.”

Arianda lifted her gaze. She looked past the training field to the tangled, misty trees that bordered the merchant camp. The strange, sourceless glow of Zoel made the shadows seem liquid. She kept walking, her flame sputtering but holding. Her arms ached. Her mind felt split—part holding the fire, part navigating the terrain, a tiny part screaming that this was all a fragile lie.

“Turn,” Christofer barked when they reached the end.

They pivoted. Arianda’s flame nearly died. She caught it, a gasp of heat and will, and it flared back to life, weaker now. She began the march back. Simon was already finishing, his aura still strong. Kira was halfway, his flame a stubborn, wobbling sheet.

Sherief’s quiet voice reached her, meant only for her. “The wind does not fight the blade. It flows with it. Let the fire be the blade. Let your will be the wind that carries it.”

It wasn’t instruction. It was permission. She wasn’t mixing elements. She was just… allowing. She let her focus on the fire soften ever so slightly. She imagined the air around the blade, steadying it, guiding it. Not feeding it. Just… being with it.

The flame on her sword smoothed. It didn’t grow brighter, but it stopped fighting her. It became a steady, pale corona around the iron. The relief was immediate. The splitting headache behind her eyes eased. She completed the ten steps back, the flame intact.

Christofer stopped in front of her. He studied the aura, his hard face unreadable. He reached out, his calloused fingers passing quickly through the flame close to the hilt. He felt no heat, only a faint warmth. It was the most basic of fires. But it was consistent. “Better,” he grunted. “The principle is understood. Now, the repetition makes it instinct. Again.”

The morning dissolved into a cycle of simple, grueling drills. Sustain the aura. Walk. Stop. Swing the blade in a slow, controlled arc. Keep the flame alive. The dragons watched, their large heads following their partners’ movements. Zariel’s golden eyes were wide with concern, but he remained still, a crimson-scaled statue of support.

During a water break, Simon slumped onto a mossy rock, wiping sweat from his brow. His brown hair was plastered to his forehead. “My brain feels fried. And not in the fun way.”

Kira drank deeply from a waterskin, then poured some over his head. He shook like a dog, spraying droplets. “It’s just heat transfer. It’s physics. Why does it feel like solving a puzzle while running?”

“Because it is,” Arianda said, her voice quiet. She flexed her hand, staring at the faint tremor in her fingers. It wasn’t just fatigue. It was the strain of holding two truths at once—the fire she showed, and the three other elements sleeping beneath her skin. She was a locked chest, and Christofer was teaching her to polish only one key.

Lilith approached from the camp, Moss padding at her heels. The blue dragon whelp nudged Lilith’s hand with her snout. “Everything okay? It looks… intense.”

“Captain Cinder believes in fundamentals,” Simon said, grinning weakly. “Turns out, fundamentals are boring.”

“They’re necessary,” Kira corrected, though he didn’t sound thrilled about it. He looked at Arianda. “You held it at the end. What changed?”

Arianda glanced at Sherief, who was in quiet conversation with Christofer a few paces away. “I stopped trying to force it. I just… let it be there.”

Christofer’s voice ended the respite. “Enough. The final drill. You will pair off. Simon with Kira. Arianda, you are with me. A simple exchange. You will come at me with your flaming blade. I will parry with mine. The goal is not to strike, but to maintain your aura through the impact. If your flame dies, you fail. Begin.”

Simon and Kira moved to a separate part of the field, their practice swords already lighting. Arianda faced Christofer. The fire-warden lifted his own blade. Without a word, a fierce, roaring aura erupted around it, the heat washing over her in a wave. This was no practice flicker. This was a weapon.

“Come,” he said.

Arianda raised her sword. Her thin flame seemed laughable. She stepped forward, aiming a slow, deliberate strike at his blade. He met it with a casual parry.

The clang of iron was sharp. The vibration shot up her arm. Her flame vanished instantly, snuffed out by the force and the overwhelming presence of his fire.

“Fail,” Christofer stated. “Again. Your fire is a part of the metal. It does not abandon it under pressure. It endures.”

She stepped back, her face hot with more than effort. She reignited the blade, the flame coming slower now. She struck again. Clang. Her fire died.

“You are flinching. You expect it to go out, so it does. Do not anticipate failure. Enforce success.”

On the third try, she didn’t think. She didn’t anticipate. She just moved, and as the blades met, she poured not more fire, but more *will* into the connection. The thread of flame thinned to a hair’s breadth, light nearly invisible—but it did not disappear. It held through the impact and the screech of metal.

Christofer held the parry for a second longer, then disengaged. He looked at her blade. The feeble flame persisted, trembling but alive. He gave a single, curt nod. “Adequate. That is enough for today.”

He walked away, leaving her standing there, heart pounding, the weak fire still clinging to her sword. She let it go out. The silence after the clash felt immense.

Sherief appeared at her side. “You adapted,” he said quietly. “You used the pressure to condense your focus, not shatter it. That is a lesson no lecture can teach.”

In the distance, Simon and Kira were still trading blows, their auras flaring with each contact. They were learning to be fire-wardens. Arianda was learning to be a symbol while hiding in plain daylight.

The other wardens returned with the remaining ten trainees just as the sun reached its peak, their faces flushed and their clothes damp with sweat. They joined Arianda, Simon, and Kira on the worn ground near the cook-fire, a silent, exhausted congregation. The meal was a simple, hearty stew eaten from wooden bowls, the only sounds the clink of spoons and the low murmur of the dragons settling nearby.

Simon nudged Arianda’s shoulder with his own. “Your flame held,” he said around a mouthful of potato. “At the end.”

“Barely,” she replied, but she felt a flicker of something that wasn’t failure. It was a thread, thin as her fire, but present.

Within the hour, the camp was packed, the wagons hitched, and the caravan began its slow, southward crawl. The dense, misty forest gradually gave way to rocky foothills, the air growing cooler and sharper. By mid-afternoon, a jagged line of grey mountains dominated the western horizon, their peaks lost in the perpetual, sourceless haze of Zoel’s sky.

The path wound along the rising ridges, the ground uneven. The dragons, freed from the morning’s tense drills, began to play. A small fireball from Raphaela streaked overhead, causing Simon to duck with a laugh. A gust from Gale, Sheriefs wind-rabbit, sent a scatter of pebbles skittering across the path. Moss, trotting beside Lilith, launched a playful arc of water at Raltz, who snorted steam in mock offense.

Zariel watched, his crimson-dyed head tilting with curiosity. He took a tentative step toward the others, his golden eyes wide. A stray splash from Moss’s next shot, aimed at Azure, caught him full in the snout.

He blinked, water dripping from his scaled brows. He shook his head, a low, rumbling sound building in his chest. He fixed Moss with a glare that held more surprise than anger.

Then he huffed, and a tiny, perfectly round ball of orange fire, no larger than an apple, shot from his mouth. It sailed past Moss’s ear and fizzled out against a rock.

Moss chirped, a sound of pure delight, and retaliated with a misty spray. The game was on. Soon, the air above the trailing children was crisscrossed with harmless elemental volleys—spurts of flame, gusts of wind, handfuls of dirt tossed by an earth-dragon, sparkling water arcs.

“It’s like a chaotic, scaly soccer match,” Simon said, grinning.

“Tag!” Kira shouted suddenly, darting forward to tap Lilith’s arm before sprinting ahead. “You’re it!”

The solemn mood of the morning shattered. Laughter erupted, sharp and clear in the mountain air. They weaved between the wagons and the ambling dragons, a sudden, spontaneous release of the day’s tension. Arianda found herself running, her breath coming in gasps that felt clean, the weight of deception and fire-drills momentarily forgotten. Zariel bounded beside her, his movements joyful and clumsy.

Sherief and the other wardens did not join. They formed a loose, watchful perimeter, their eyes not on the children’s game, but on the stark landscape around them. Sherief’s gaze scanned the rocky outcrops above, the deep shadows of the passes ahead. His staff was a steady presence in his hand, his loose robes still. Christofer walked near the front wagon, his posture rigid, occasionally glancing back at the noise with a frown that seemed more habit than disapproval.

Diego, riding atop a supply wagon, watched it all with a merchant’s assessing eye. He saw the wardens’ vigilance, the children’s fragile joy, the dragons’ bonding play. He saw Arianda, her black hair flying behind her as she ran, her smile real and unguarded for the first time that day.

The game eventually dissolved into breathless walking, the group reforming along the path. Simon fell into step beside Arianda, his breathing still heavy. “That was… needed.”

“Yeah,” she said, her cheeks warm from more than exertion. She looked up at the mountains. “It doesn’t feel like a hidden war here.”

“That’s the point, isn’t it?” Simon followed her gaze. “The quiet parts before the storm. Makes the storm harder to see coming.”

Sherief’s voice, low and carrying, cut through their conversation without being aimed at them. “Eyes on the high ledges. Rocs nest in these peaks. They see movement. They see easy prey.”

The laughter died completely. All the trainees looked up, their eyes tracing the jagged silhouettes against the grey sky. The playful dragons quieted, sensing the shift, pressing closer to their partners.

Arianda’s hand found Zariel’s neck, her fingers brushing against the rough, dyed scales. The mountains no longer looked grand. They looked like a wall of watching teeth. The cheerful noise of moments ago now felt dangerously loud, a beacon in the silence. She understood, with a cold clarity, what Diego’s first lesson truly was: the world beyond the fortress was beautiful. It was also hungry.

The End

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